{ J A M K A B L A M ! }

27.2.04

Pasensya na sa mga sinendan ko ng questions about the shoe freshener ha? pinagawa kasi sakin un after my job interview cause i have no portfolio yet for the position im applying for. di daw nila alam kung pano malalamang qualified ako for the job kaya haya't binigyan ako ng problema. i already passed my concept proposal this morning. thanks sa mga nagreply, you've helped a lot!

sa mga tinext ko na hindi nag reply, cge pinapatawad ko kayo. akala nyo siguro ginagago ko nanaman kayo!

haven't you heard??

I'VE CHANGED!

26.2.04

Are ya ready kids? OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH Who lives in a pineapple under the sea?
SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! Absorbent and Yellow and porus is he. SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS!
If nautical nonesense be something ya wish. SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! Then drop on the
deck and flop like a fish! SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! SPONGEBOB SQUARE PANTS! SPONGEBOB
SQUARE PANTS! SPONGEBOOOOOOOB SQUARE PAAAAAAAANTS!

25.2.04

atetet and i found ourselves at Crossings Quezon Ave, deciding on whether or not to purchase this shouting red rubber shoes with its metallic red tongue sticking out on top. originally priced at 700+ ; discounted price was 495 Php. we ended up not buying it at all cause the size was too big for our feet and they had no more sizes. it was okay cause it's a bit dirty (and big) - main reasons why they put it on sale! siguro wala narin kasi masyado pumupunta dun. actually the place is big but we were almost the only shoppers there... or perhaps we caught it at the wrong time??

we fell head over heels with the shoes but got disappointed in the end. para kaming na-basted!

Yumm yum yum yum yum yum yum!!! I Love Tropical Hut!

22.2.04

20.2.04

Got a new url redirection ad for my online resume!
http://www.jamkablam.has.it

cool no? hehe

18.2.04

He's now with Rico Yan!
last year... umm i think that was last last year, two years ago, time when rico yan died, i wrote an essay about my musings on how someone as young as rico would succumb too earlier than someone as old as my grandfather, who was then confined at the lung center. of course i didn't want my lolo to leave us just yet.. it's just that i'm so proud of him living long a life (he should be 95 in June this year). Everytime we had him checked up or confined in a hospital, death was out of the question. he was a tough one for a 90-something-old-lolo and he had too much to say (although that time, understanding his sentences were quite hard work) - he put so much effort in telling us things, even small things like who the man standing beside his hospital roomate is, who was indeed his roomate's husband.

these past few weeks, my lolo's ability to interact, even eat, has finally faded. sunday, a day after our graduation, my relatives called us to go to the province cause my lolo has suddenly become so weak. they would not talk about him dying although the idea was there all along. we brought him to Bulacan to my tita so we could all take care of him.

the next Sunday, i prayed to God for another year but of course i knew it was foolish. i just accepted it and told Him that if that's what He wants then His Will shall be done. why shouldn't i let God have him? the world enjoyed 94 years of being with my Apong. Sila naman =)

The next day, Apong was gone.
And it's okay..

i was supposed to meet my bestfriend karen at rp cos she told me she's going to bacolod and that we may not see each other again. that gave me the impression that she's going there for good. she has no cellphone but she borrowed one and texted me that we'd meet today. told me she'd text again this morning but i received no text! talk about the luxury of technology morphed into necessity.. just when some thought they could live without it.. anyway i just hope we could talk to each other before she goes away

10.2.04

grabe is there a rehab center for addicts like me? im so addicted to site designing, i just made a new one... again! ill post nalang the address after polishing it

apong (my lolo) just passed away yesterday afternoon.
anyone who reads this, please pray for his soul

7.2.04

guys grabe... we had a gig / raket yesterday!! nakakahiya talaga!! kasi ganto yun. napadpad kami ni little friend katbau sa ust.. then saw a post na they're in need of student photographers. u know me, and u know kat.. so we inquired. so ok we had a briefing last thursday.. supposed to be morning but then na move nang na move... sobrang hintay kami as in half day na yata andun si kat - me i arrived afternun as usual so no big deal there. the most awaited briefing is another story, but turns out we were in for an acting stint! i texted pa naman my photographer friends for this un pala peke lang pala dapat!! nakakahiya talaga... i even saw one of my Plaridel friends (who's already working at J&J Davao) at the event itself sa podium and he asked me why i was there!! just told him mahabang storya.. which is true! the event by the way is a product launch of Johnson's Pure Essentials.. i won't tell nalang what product pero it's kinda predictable... so they had J&J employees and officials there.. si Shelanie pala nahatak namin buti nalang! kasi kung hindi, kami ung aakting na kunwari nagiinteview! kunwari daw kasi isa syang premier night kung san iniinterview ung mga tao bout the movie... weird noh? cos habang may dala kaming camera, mag iinterview din?!? pero oks lang nakakaawa naman sila wala na kasing makuhang actors... grabe dati nung ojt, kami ung nang uuto sa actors / models... now kami ung actors (but not models)! so kami lang talaga ang nauto nila 2 do this.

the event organizer pala was events circuit.. competitor yata ng wishcraft (where we had our ojt) where pipol from wishcraft like otto and my pm earl came from... parang gusto ko nga mag freelance dun kasi ang ganda ng working environment! hehe

after that, raffy, the one who briefed us called up earl (turned out they're friends) kasi they were to meet up or something.. may gimik yata (hapon na hapon gumigimik noh) then he gave me the phone nung nalaman nyang pm ko sya dati.. grabe buhay pa pala si sir earl! hehehe

to sum up the story,
Last Feb 6, 2004, i got paid for P300 to act and I will never do it again.

6.2.04

Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||| 54%
Schizoid |||||||||||||| 54%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||| 54%
Antisocial |||||||||| 38%
Borderline |||||||||||||| 58%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 46%
Narcissistic |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Dependent |||||||||||||| 54%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 38%
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Haha can't believe im narcissistic!
Avoidant? Of course! I love being alone =)
...and im just 38% OC!